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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Blogging Again

Yea.
It's been some time now, hasn't it? Been bored looking at my tag thing? Lolx. Time to get it off your attention before you have to do a zillion taggies.

Listening to: Wang Lee Hom >> Hear my Voice
I love this song. ahhh... lolx. By the time I finish typing this blog of mine, the cd's probably playing the third to fourth song which are also my favorites. C'mon... which song from Lee Hom do I not like? Hrm... let's see... how about: None? lolx.

Mood: Somewhat happy, somewhat not very happy, somewhat excited, somewhat bored, somewhat nervous, somewhat of what we Malaysians and probably Singaporeans call: Rojak.
-- I'm happy because I've finished my long three week trials today and ended it with Moral, not that I was brilliant at it, but it wasn't that bad. ;] Hahax. My friends couldn't understand me, "Really, Moral isn't that bad..."
-- I'm somewhat not very happy because I'll still be sitting for more exams to come until SPM finishes... sigh. This thought kills a zillion brain cells.
-- I'm excited because I'm in love with "Tian Long Ba Bu" (Heaven Dragon Eight Divisions) and I can't stop thinking about it. Lolx.
-- I'm bored because there's no one online that I can talk to at the moment. Approximately 150 users on my MSN list and around 50-60 online now and then... but no one to chat with, no one that said hie, and those I said hie to didn't reply... except for Teri whom I just sent my latest favorite song of the year lolx. (Tale of the Three Bears)
-- I'm nervous because my Art paper for SPM is on Thursday and I can't help thinking of it. MUAHAhAHAHx. *Coughs* Yea, I get over excited for exams when it's gonna come and when it's gonna end. lolx.

I'm feeling a lot of things and a lot of things' been going on in my mind and a lot had happened since the last time I blogged. Where should I start?

Well, how about Little Noise. it's been quite a while since I've talk about the choir. Well, it;s all going fine. We've been really busy preparing outselves for the BIG Finale in Taiwan during Christmas. It's surprinsing how fast time passes by, there's still songs to pratice, dance to cheoragraph, drama to direct. I hope I'm going and leading them in the right direction this time. I'm not a dictator... and I better don't become one... HAHAHAX. I'm really trying very hard to be nice... and not too serious all the time, or in other words, not too harsh. Hope I'm working it out all right. Afterall, I am but a seventeen year old... so if I'm acting childish which I do feel a lot of times I am childish. I'm not that mature afterall, am I... Hahax. Some asked me which song do I think represents me. It took me some time to think and I think "I'm Just A Kid" from Simple Plan does the talk.

Piano Lessons. Nice, more work to do and more to practice. The other day, Khai Shin didn't turn up for her piano lesson and I had to replace her as "student of the day" cuz well, I'm my mom's daughter and my mom's the owner of the music center and well... complicated. So, it's just that I replaced her. He was nice -- the teacher -- at first. But VERY cheeky and VERY sarcastic. Which at times I do feel hurt. It was hard controling tears back once, but I managed to swallow it down with fake laughters. Now thinking back at that, it's rather funny. Well, I am not perfect, I make mistakes especially when you just asked me to change something when I'm already very familiar to the old one. So, I forgot to do the little softening down at the dominant key transposing for Bach's Suite, Prelude Movement. And guess what he said. "I know, I understand. You already have a concept planted in your head before this and it will be very hard for you to accept what I say. I know, you can't do it because you can't accept what I say. I understand." My first reaction?
Inside me: WHAT? UNDERSTAND WHAT? I FORGOT LAR!!!
So I told him, "Huh? No nono, I didn't mean not to play, I forgot..."
And he answered, "Really meh?"
Gosh, I felt like tearing him into pieces. Who is he to make such an assumption!!! He just knew me as a student of his friend and the daughter to the person who owns this musci center... and NOTHING else. SHut up lar! *(&@E*(@$^@#^! So when I went for lesson with my REAL piano teacher, I told him about it. and he laughed. Haha... he used that phrase again on me (on purpose and for fun) but it felt totally different.
"That's our catch!" he said with a wink and I grinned.

Well, school?
JiaYing: Gah, dun't talk about it.
lolx. Yea... it's been exam weekS. and SPM trials all the way. So... yea, school's normal lar.

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Oh right. Life after SPM. Hehe. Yea, LOADS of plans. Let's start with Outings... First thing I'm gonna do is go watch HARRY POTTER. Dunno whether I should go watch with Audrey and gang or should watch with Jason and gang. Hehe, decide that later. Besides that I'm also looking forward to CFe... cosplay festival... or so I think.. hehe. NO I am NOT cosplaying because well, no money number one... Number two, unless you can find me a costume that I can wear either on stage or for big dinners and not look too stupid. *grins* Prom? I'm definitely NOT going. Because number one: No Money, number two: No dress, number three: No date. So, never go to something when you have three good reasons not to. Then it'll be Taiwan... Taiwan... Taiwan *starts dreaming*. And then when I come back from taiwan, i'll be flying off again to Beijing, China. Beijing Conservatory of Music... here I come! Maybe if I'm good enough I'll be able to pass the Februaury Freshman Intake and go school during September. So I'm probably staying in Beijing for two to three months time and fly back later for five to six months and rot at home before I fly again for school. Mom says that I'll have to come back before my next term starts and maybe hold a concert or two to well, get fund for university of course... the cost studying in Beijing is so far the cheapest but the hostel rental cost a BOMB. And I'll need extra pocket money... so maybe I'll work part time, teach English or something over there. *shrugs* Yea... I'm studying Conducting. Why? Well, I love so many things and I couldn't decide which one I should major as... so conducting's the best option for now. You see... I love Managing/Directing things, I love the Piano, I love to sing, I love the theatre, I love the stage, I love to compose, I love to arrange, and I love to do basically EVERYTHING on and off screen that's related to Music. And the best thing that fulfills every single greed of mine is a conductress. That's why "Conducting".

What else? Friends... hrm... who to start with..
Jason: This guy's been having some MAJOR sosial issues lately. I've been visiting his blog frequently... lolx. interesting mar. Somore he's such a buddo. So touched when he mentioned my name under people who he would never kill. GAHAHAHAHA. KILL ME? I kill you first ahh! lolx. Just kidding. Oh, he still owes me Alonia's first chapter of comic. Gah. and I owe him a script. I'll work on that asap lar... k?
Pui Mun: I'll have to call her later. Ask her how's her giant feet going on. Lolx. This girl burned her toe instead of candles and lanturns on Mooncake Festival. Ask you to come celebrate with Little Noise ger lar, dun wan, see what happened? Somore after that dun wanna see doctor, infected liao lar, happy lor. Sigh sigh sigh.
Mun Fong: Miss you. Nothing much to say lar, this fellow ahh, I think 重色輕友,有異性沒人性... Hahax. Aiya, kidding lar. You happy happy lar. Good luck in your exams though, dun stress melampau wor.
Audrey/Teri/Jas/JiaChee: Nothing to say lar, see you everyday in school. Oh, I can go to the party this sat! Hehex.

Can't think of anybody else at the moment. =] To those I forgot... love you all. Hahax.

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