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1. Full name : Gan Jia Ying
2. Nicknames : Zoe
3. Eyes : Black
4. Height : 162 cm
5. Hair : Black, will get my purple/violet highlights after SPM !!!
6. Siblings : One younger sister
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? : Yes, I sing wherever and whenever I feel like singing
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? : Hrm... depends. Probably no.
9. Birthday: January
10. Sign : Capricorn
11. Address : KL, Malaysia
12. Gender : F
13. Righty or lefty : Righty
14. What do you want in a relationship most? : Love, loyalty, trust.
15. Have you ever cheated on someone : What's the definition of "cheat"? lolx. As in on purpose? Nope.
16. Martial status : Single
17. Do you have a car? : I would love one and my birthday's really near and I'll be able to drive soon, so this means you're gonna get me one? lolx.
18. What kinda car do you have/want? : BMW 3 Series would be nice... in LIME green!

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie : I don't know. I love a lot of movies... but I think it'll be Les Choristes for now.
20. Song : Now? errr... I can't decide between the latest Lee Hom's -- Simple Song OR Forever Love.
22. TV Show : FBEye Sue Thomas
23. Actor : No favorites. Good looking with great acting skills.
24. Actress : I'd say I like Lindsay Lohan but I'll prefer to love Dakota Fanning. Boy is she a genius.
25. Food : Food... now? Ice Kacang with extra chocolate ice-cream toppings and LAKSA please!
26. Number : 7 and 8
27. Cartoon : Besides Disney? Err... No idea.
28. Disney : Everything they put on movies.
29. Colour : GREEN

LOVE LIFE ETC
30. Do you plan on having children : Yea... when I'm old enough.

31. Do you want to get married : Yeap
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child : >27
33. How old do u wanna be when your married : >27
34. Would you have kids before marriage: Who knows? Why not.
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : No
37. Do you have a crush : No. Unless Lee Hom counts!

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV : Music. I'll die without it.
39. Guys/Girls : Guys. I'm no lessbo.

40. Green/Blue : GREEN!
41. Pink/Purple : Pink then... if you put it that way.
42. Summer/Winter : Summer. I'm really not a winter person.
43. Night/Day : Day, I should say... it's kao kao chu time at Night for me
44. Weird saying I have : Mandarin: Liang Xia...
(Two times only ahh... Example: Help me take my bottle two times... lolx!)

47. What school do u go to? : SMK Seri Bintang Utara
48. Have you ever taken drugs? : Coffee counts?
49. What's a major turn on for you? : Chocolate! lolx.
50. How far would you go on a first date? : How far? Not too far lar, near my place will do. Takkan lar fly overseas for a date? lolx. ;P
51. The PERSON you know who is...
Funniest : Dad
Happiest : No one stays happy all the time.
Strangest : Me
Most Caring : Mom
Tallest : Audrey... Guys counts? Err... if so, then the form one guy in school.
Smartest : Han Yau. But to me... Yi Wen! :) Smart with a great heart!
Best All Around Person : ME~ yea right. No one, I guess...
52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? : Mom and dad...
5 People? Okay then... Rong, MF and err...Angie.

53. What do you think of soul mates? : Dunno. No comment.
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? : Depends.
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? : Watching Les Choristes for the seventh time.
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? : Guys? Yea, I have to agree with Belinda. What's with the one ball and twelve person game? It's really not that hard to get a ball for every player you know?
57. Are you happy? : Yea
61. Silver or gold : Erm, Platinum. lolx. Silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: Crystals? Diamond.
63. Sunset or sunrise : Sunrise. It symbolise a new beginning, new hopes and a new life.
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): Nope.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes. Pikachu.
66. Do you have any piercings? : None, am clean. Why poke a hole into a mountain?
68. What song are you listening to right now? : Some Chinese Classical Music -- Gu Zheng Solo. My dad played it on the cd, so... didn't bother to on anything on the computer.
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? : Anywhere peaceful yet fun.
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? : Someone who loves me and someone whom I love.
72. What's your favourite sport? : Breathing? Hahahax. Badminton maybe.
74. What makes you happy? : Anything funny, anything that's got a good laugh... I don't laugh at jokes though, unless they're really good. I normally laugh to pay respect for the joker only.
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy? : I'm getting this Spanish composer's Piano CD in two weeks time to prepare for my Piano License Examination in March 2006.
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? : Both.
77. What's the best advice given to you? : Stop acting like a porcupine.
78. Have you ever won any special awards? : Is being wanted to be loved an award. :)
79. What are your future goals? : Stand in front of a crowd after a spectacular performance and bow, listening to their thunderous claps and cheers.
80. Worst sickness u ever had : Fever?
81. Do you like funny or scary movies better? : Funny.
82. On the phone or in person? : In person.
83. Hugs or Kisses? : Hugs. Preferabbly from the opposite sex.
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? : I'm just a kid?

85. If you die tomorrow who would u leave everything u own to? : I'll burn everything along with my dead body! lolx! Not sure, not that I own anything much anyway.
86. Do u have any enemies? : As in I hate them completely? Nope. If as in they hate me completely... I guess, yes.
87. What is your greatest fear? : Stranded alone in complete darkness.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? : Rich.
89. What time is it in Albania now? : Huh?
90. Have you ever been in love? : Seriously? Nope.
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like : like? err... centuries ago.
96. Do u have any pets? : I don't. But my mom does and it's in our house. So... yea... Fishes. A LOT of fishes.
97. Are you an alcoholic? : No. But I do drink on occasions.
98. Who sent this to you? : BELINDA. Thanks loads for tagging me!
99. What do you think of this person : Lovely.
100. Do you want your friends to write back?: Yea. Afterall, I wrote back to my friend. ;)

One Bad Day.

Not today, I'm wishing that after i finish typing, I'll slumped down on my bed, cover myself with my nice blanky, and dream about the nicest thing ever, then I'd wake up the coming morning and have a great day.

So, how was yesterday?
Well. Yesterday was Tuesday. It started with an early morning call from my dad.
"Ying, it's seven o clock, wake up."
I nodded in reply. Five minutes later, I woke up, went to the kitchen, drank a glass of water and went into the bathroom to wash myself.
Ten minutes later, I went back to my room... climb on my bed... and went back to sleep.
7:30am. My mom called me from outside... she's been sleeping in the hall again. I told her I'm not going to school cuz I'm tired and lazy. She didn't say anything. Well, it's the hols and it's not my fault my add maths teacher didn't come to school for a lot of time and make us go for extra classes!!!
7:35am. I was at the dining table eating breakfast.
8:00am. I was on my way to school liao. Walked to the Pdn Indah LRT station, took LRT for one station gap, got down at Pdn Jaya LRT station and walked all the way to school. Like what my dad says, "Morning walk mar!" Well, I'd be glad to "Morning walk" if I was walking alone... but NO! I had to bang into my school mate and walked with her... in an extremely slow pace.
11:00am. Finish class.
11:30am. Reached home.
1:30pm. ON my way OUT again. NOPE! I'm not going OUT going out, I'm going OUT to Simshen, so I can open the big doors and wait for my fellow Little Noise makers to arrive. Choir was supposed to start at 2:30pm, but I know that some would come earlier so I had to go early. Not alone this time, I had Angie as company. My sister? At home bathing.
2:00pm. Two or three Noise Makers arrived.
2:30pm. A few more reached.
2:35pm. Those that's supposed to be here's here.
Jia Ying's feelings now: NOt happy.
Reason: Shu Xian came up happily as she practically skipped through the open doors I had opened. Curious, I asked, "Hey Shu Xian... why so happy ahh?" and the little girl replied, "Oooh, Fish jie jie brought me for a swim!" I raised my eyebrow and smirked, snickered and then sighed. I wasn't exactly MAD, I was just NOT happy. WHY? Well, the choir members had told me yesterday that they had "family" issues to deal with this morning, therefore they COULDN'T come help fix the leaves (Props for the costumes -- concert coming this SATURDAY). Then the thing that really triggered me off was when I grinned at the "GANG" and said, "Bye bye..." playfully through the glass door and pretends not to let them in. Guess what pretty said, "Bye bye ahh? Ok lar bye bye!" in a mocking tone, rolled eyes, and turned away. That strucked me straight in the heart. I opened the door, Rong + Angie came and said, "Hor!! Late!! Have to denda! One minute one dollar! Five minutes Five dollars!" and then cutie replied, "Give mar give lar, you think I don't have ahh? NAH, ten dollars for me and my sister!" That caught my hard and stabbed another wound.

Now... what was that? What is with all the aksi aksi? Show offs? and Black sour plummed face? What did I do? I'm not the one who LIED and said they had FAMILY ISSUES and THEN go for FUN for some badminton thing! Oh... I left out another part. When I was on my way back from School, I met with ringy and she said she was off to tuition and couldn't come for practice. Maybe she wasn't lying. But she promised to attend the practice RIGHT after her tuition. Guess what? She didn't come. OKay, back to the other one. The gang. So I had a small talk and told them what I wasn't happy about, then I asked them if they were unhappy about me. No one said anything. I'm betting that no one DARED to say anything. Fine. Don't wanna talk in front, wanna talk behind? GO AHEAD! WHO FUCKIN CARES? Okay, I DO! I'm thinking ON BEHALF of the choir ALL ThE TIME!! I don't want it to divide! I don't DIVIDE AND CONCOUR!

Says in mocking tone, "Ohh... how wei da of you! You're in music, you are going to be a musician, that's what you work as in the future! That's why you are so commited!"

Go to hell.
GIMME A BREAK!

You guys, if I'm the only one who LOVES this choir. Then FINE! Little Noise is DONE AND OVER! No nono, not for you guys, for ME! After this CONCERT! I'm gone for good!

WHY?

I HATE YOU GUYS.
YOU GUYS TAKE ME FOR GRANTED! THAT'S WHY!
When there's a problem you need to solve when you need someone to do the dirty job like PERSUADE your parents to let you go to TAIWAN trip OR maybe help you out in something... ahhh who's there to do it? JIA YING!
When there's a new song, you need to learn, you need to train up... OR maybe you need a good idea for next year's concert, or someone to do the script, or someone to think what uniform would we be wearing?? Who's to do the stupid job??? JIA YING!!!
OH how about this...
When you've just won something, got a compliment from the audience, and found out that Litle Noise is getting famous? WHo's the one that gets Credited??? Why I'm surprised... why isn't it Jia Ying this time?

When the choir needs publicity, when the choir needs life, when the choir needs what ever it needs. Who's the one that puts every effort into it? Who's the one that plugs their WHOLE energy source into it and tries to make the best? Who's the one that gets everyone together?

"Oh c'mon Jia Ying, you're the president, you should do it!"
Well, if that is fuckin TRUE of what you think, then I'm a failure. I really really really am a failure. Because I've failed to plant that little team spirit in Little Noise. Yea, because all my freakin members ARE so selfish that they sell fishes every single minute. But when the glory moment comes, they wouldn't forget to take a few percentage of it.

Gosh, I was SO heartbroken today.
I was heartbroken by the look of everyone.

"I'm bored!"
"Sienz!"
"We've been through this again and again and again and Jia Ying still wants us to DO AGAIN!"

YES! I KNOW ITS FREAKIN BORING! I"M BORED TOO! SO??? WHAT AM I TO DO? LEAVE THE FREAKIN NEW MEMBERS OUT AND SAY, "Oh, we all know the steps and moves and songs, so you guys practice yourself!" PLUS, it's not like you guys are BRILLIANT! You don't remember your lines, you don't know what to do next, and you expect me to be nice and flexible with you guys and let you off early just because you show me that UGLY UGLY UGLY black face you soaked in soot? I can MEMORIZE the WHOLE thing and NOT MISS A SINGLE WORD! YOU? CAN YOU? If all of you can! Then fine! I won't do the things again and again and again. ANd those NEW MEMBERS of ours, no, MINE! MY NEW MEMBERS! They can just go learn everything by themselves.

PUH-LEASE! GET A GRIP!
Think of this: If it wasn't for JIA YING, there wouldn't be Little Noise. Yea, it's true! I wouldn't deny it if you say you wouldn't die if there wasn't Little Noise. If you even had that thought in your mind for two seconds, you can suicide, jump off the building. If it wasn't for Little Noise... think of those happy times you had. If it wasn't for Little Noise. AND DON"T YOU EVEN DARE TELL ME LITTLE NOISE BROUGHT NOTHING TO YOU. I'll eat shit if you dare say it out loud and prove your statement!

Right. I'm done with my say.
Some call outs to people:
Pui Mun: Thanks for coming all the way down to K.L. and bringing such a wonderful friend with you along.
Mun Fong: Wouldn't had gone through this without you. Although I hadn't told any of you how I felt, but just listening to you caring bout me is nice enough.
The Creator of MF: I had a great time RPing there! lolx. Running away from reality is real nice.
Rong: You know lar, you understand me best.
Angie: You're like my second sister, so, you understand me second-best.
Mom: I love you.
Dad: I love you too.
FL jie jie: LOADS of love for just understanding how I felt.
oh... and Jane (Ajinomoto) : *smiles* *winks* TQ.

Trip to Seremban

I woke up at 8:30am today.
Wrong.
I woke up at 5:35am today and looked at my sleeping sister. Two minutes later, the alarm clock rang with all its might. My sleeping sister woke up, slammed down the alarm clock and walked out of our room. I smiled cheekily, happy at the thought of not going to school.
I had a weird dream as I lay back on my pillow and fell asleep again. I remember walking home with my buddy - home... but not my home, somehow - and we walked through some place like Petaling Street but it wasn't Petaling street, we stopped by this fruit stall and bought fruits to munch around. Then we reached home - Note: I don't know who's home it was - As I was also questioning myself in my dream, my buddy dissapeared and I turned quite mad because he was holding the key. "&#@*))*(# HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO IN AHH?" Then as I turned around I saw my school mate, Mei Er, who was err... walking her dog and said, "Hie Jia Ying! No key ahh, why don't you come to my house and sit down while you wait for your parents?" "Okay." So I went to her house, and she showed me her pet turtle which I some how thought it was adorable but the tank and all was too dirty, so I said, "Since I have nothing to do, why don't I help you clean the tank?" So I helped clean the tank...and ended up wetting myself with the hose. Some how, Mei Er dissapeared and was replaced with SinYue... SO, I was actually IN SinYue's house and NOT MeiEr's house. SinYue asked me to go bath, so I went. And when I dressed, I saw someone (Dunno who) from the window waiting for me outside. So I yelled, "COMING!"
Then I woke up. Crazy dream eh?
Why did I wake up? My dad came in and said, "Rong, 7:45am liao lar, you wanna go to school or not."
I managed to roll my eyes, I dun even have to listen to know the answer. GAH. Lazy girl.
So... then I woke up again at 8:30am lorx. Went out and saw a pile of university magazines on the floor under the couch. Hrm, mom's been up late working on that again... sigh, i love you mommy! Thanks for helping me out. Well, I've discovered that universities are expensive.
After that I had milo and biscuits for breakfast, around 9:50am, FL jiex2 called and say she's on her way. I hurried to change and went downstairs. She came exactly on time haha. And I was on my way to Seremban
We reached Simshen first, around an hour later... then we sat off with Little Apple jieX2 to the hall... Dewan Teater Seremban I think.
MY GOSH. The HALL IS SO SMALL... I MEAN THE STAGE IS SMALL... PETITE... TINY... WHATEVA...
Hrm. Ok... dun wan to think off that now.
After that, we had lunch at this bread house. No, we didn't take bread for lunch, instead we took Nasi Lemak... really nice! YUM YUM! We were debating off what to do next, since FL jiex2 had nothing to do... so, we went to TERMINAL 1 with FLjieX2 after dropping off Little Apple jieX2 and watched "THE ISLAND".
Hrm... what I think about the movie. . . so so lar. Not a wowzer. But not too bad. quite nice actually. Very creative with the idea of having clones.
Going home alone in a bus isn't very nice, but I was clever... hehe, I brought a book along that I could read and there was nice music. So why did I say it wasn't that nice? Well, it's FREEZING cold that's why... and nobody beside that I can snuggle snuggle. Not even pikachu. (Hrm? what's with the Pikachu thought? Stupid. lolx)
Reached home around 6:30pm.
That's it.

Mist, Haze. Name it, get it.

It's been a tough morning to wake up, my sight kept swimming in circles and couldn't focus one bit. Sigh... great. The thought of Maths for my first two periods of morning study just sucks the soul out of me. And with my head feeling as though I've knocked it on the wall throughout the whole night, I don't even feel like going to school. But... No choice right?

So school it is. Nothing much to say about... Haha. Except for the rockets we flew after recess. That was fun! I flew twice!! Haha, nope. Not me. My rocket! Yea, I actually build one, isn't that the coolest of all? The best part is, I build it in less than five seconds, amazing isn't it? I should sign up for the Guiness. *Laughs* Well, our plastic botols filled with H20 was send swooshing up in the air and mine flew like at least 3 person's height high and real far too! Hehe, no kidding! Although my first try was a total failure. lolx. It didn't even bothered flying, just "popped" and dropped on the ground. WHY? Coz something wrong with the pump.

I reached home around 2:30pm today, kinda early. School's supposed to end at 2:30pm but hehe, since tak ade cikgu around, so slipped off early larx. No big deal. On the way, I couldn't help but notice the beautiful grey colored sky around and the almost visible but couldn't quite see clearly buildings that we past. What's with the air? It was bright and sunny yesterday and today it's dark and dusty PLUS dirty. The minute I stepped down from the car, I felt like someone had just chuck sand into my nose. GOSH was it terrible. It was WORST when I reached home, considering that my house has NO air-conditioning supply and I stay 10 floors high above ground, nearer to the lovely air. Even now, it's horrible! Surprisingly, it wasn't on the news! Hrm... what's with the environment care department?

Just got to know that my buddy got pick out of 40 students to attend this "thing" supposedly project based (I think) in China end of this year. CONGRATZ! =] Dun really know much else to say except that. =D

Listening to Les Choristes Soundtrack, special credits to Pui Mun for burning it for me. People should watch Les Choristes! It's AWESOME! How come Malaysia doesn't have it... yea, yea, yea, so what if Mid Valley screened it during the French Movie Festival. ONE Cinema out of ALL THE CINEMAS in MALAYSIA SCREENED IT! WHat is there to be proud of? It's a GREAT SHOW! So what if it's french, there's something call the "SUBTITLES!" And to hell with all the "Promote the Cultures of Malaysia." When they don't even BOTHER to butt in and care about things like this. What CULTURE? What's there to be proud of? Three Races in Malaysia that lives equally and peacefully. EQUALLY? HELLO? Take a look around. No offence. But seriously, you people have NO BRAINS. If you care so much for the ART SCENE, show that you do!

Excuse me... getting off liao. That's it for now.
Chaox.