Can't think Day

Everything's falling in.
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling on me.

No there are not
Who do you think you are?

Nothing

Yea, so?

K.

Here I go again.
Talking to myself.

I don't know what to do.
There's SO MUCH to do...
I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Write a list, jot it down.
Plan your time, don't just sit and frown.

Oh great, did I just rhyme that?

I did.
I Know what I'm supposed to do.
I know WHAT I have to do.
But why am I RUNNING AWAY???

Looking at the pile of work and chores waiting for me to fulfill, just makes me want to turn away EVEN more. Actually, I'm finishing rather much of the work. But the work piles up even in the future. I know what I have to do even without being told to do so. AHHHHHHH *continues screaming*

Lessons Lessons Lessons
Homework Homework Homework
Projects Projects Projects
Activities Activities Activities

Everything up there adds up to ONE WORD:
RESPONSIBILITIES

ONE WORD sums everything up:
RESPONSIBILITIES

I'm supposed to DO those because I"M Responsible. I'm supposed to DO this because I"M Responsible. I'm supposed to DO that because I"M Responsible. GAH. Some times I just WISH I have the GUTS to IGNORE everything and say , "SO BE IT! I DON"T CARE."

AND I miss you. YOU. you and YOU. WHERE ARE YOU? I know you're busy and busy and busy, but your pal here has NOBODY else to turn to if you DON'T turn up. And I'm gonna start getting WORRIED about you. Where ARE you? Mind telling me? Some times I wonder if I CARE just a lil' too much about you. FINE. If I can start the dissapearing act as well...
Nah. That's stupid.
I know you're not doing that on purpose. But hey... pop on some times and at least let people know that you are STILL ALIVE for one thing.

Hrm... I actually feel better after typing everything out. lolx. :)